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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A opened love, A secret hurt,
A husband that doesn't appreciates.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even care,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I am secertly crying,
If I am right beside you,
Will you notice me?

My Everyday Life - Experiences

Tuesday, October 19, 2010; 10/19/2010 11:57:00 PM

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anyother day of destresss.....

i cried infront of him again.. i ren already... but because i heard and see things that i dont want to see...

not because that he is going to the basketball court to play with them.. nor is it that Benji ask him to go together with alan and him to go find YenTing....

is that i got another msg and this is not from the previous girllllllll... this time i dont know who... cause i dont have the number.. this time i never go and reply.. i just delete away that message... but i read the message i am so damm sad... (;_;).... this time the message was more violent... scolding me a "mother fu**er", a "bitch" and more... i tried to not show it out.. but than lying on his shoulder i all of the sudden cried... i tried hard not to let him see already...

i get all this humilations not one or two times already... i should be used to it already... : (

i never say anything about this message.. i wont want him to know... cause i know that even if i tell the him, he isnt going to do anything.. cause he say liao lerz.. "i not his girlfriend.."

i changed my blog song to this song 到死都爱你 from the new korean drama 大物.. i put this song cause i think it is nice.. and one other reason is also i want to tell the him the title of the song... got someone told me something interesting.. hahahaz.. one way to get his heart.. but than i feel that no point want.. and it is not going to work.. it will make the him run more further... (u_u)

pratically.. today i cancelled alot of things.. and did alot things that are successful... (wont say what it is... : D )

the him came back from basketball... we order KFC delivery... hahahaz.. i dont really like drumlets... but than is he buy want... so i eat also very happy.. hahahaz... : D while watching we watched a amercian army show.. haiiz.. nice show.. "TEARS OF THE SUN"....

haiiz.. i am damm sad cause today the him at basketball court hurt himself... the other leg... haiiz.. the whole thing swollen liao lerz.. i see liao i so sad sia.. : ( haiiz.. but i say him he also dont want to listen than how.. maybe if it is that person he will listen... as long as he recover i will do whatever it takes... : (

(>*-*>)painfulgal

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More About Me (>*-*>)

I am Melissa, in short Mel.

Sweet 20 this year.

Waiting for the him to come and fetch me to his palace.. (^^)// .. starting a new family together... : D...

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I Dislike: People who are hyprocrates, Hate..

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