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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A opened love, A secret hurt,
A husband that doesn't appreciates.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even care,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I am secertly crying,
If I am right beside you,
Will you notice me?

My Everyday Life - Experiences

Thursday, October 7, 2010; 10/07/2010 09:25:00 PM

(;_;) h0p3s tHAt Ar3 cRaSh3d, h3Art tHAt is br0k3n (;_;)

day after day.. day after day.. seconds after seconds.. hours after hours.. mintues after mintues..
..all pass by just like this.. waiting and waiting....

why time want to pass so fast..

why is it so easily broken?... why is so easy to get hurt??... can anyone tell me???...

COMFORTS? HUGS? LOVES? PROMISES? FORGIVES? HURTS? TRUSTS? LIES? SMILES?

what are all this??.. can anyone explain to me??.. what does all this means??..

today hmm.. i actually dont want to ask want.. but i feel so bad.. ask liao also i get hurt myself.. making decisions is a hard thing sometimes espically at this kind of time.. haiiz..

wake up today, go downstairs to eat with the him.. everything has its differences.. like today me and the him ordered the same LOR MEE.. one S$3.00 one S$2.50.. can see the difference want.. one more one less.. not saying about the money.. saying what happens wont make any difference now.. so i will prefer that i dont say.. but i cant hold back my tears.. hopes that were crashed until like a mirror that dropped from a very high building..

after that the him went to play basketball.. told me that he will come back at 7 or 8pm but in the end the him came back one hour after the time he say.. not that i am not used to it.. but is the trust that i gave i cant be used to it thats all.. like i say waiting and waiting..

today AIR FORCE called me to go for the interview for the position DEFENCE EXECUTIVE ASSISTANT.. sounds good but the pay i still not sure yet.. monday i will be going for the interview.. and wednesday i going for the body check-up by the SAF.. also dont know for what.. also never grantee that i will get in.. hahahaz.. but nvm maybe got good prospect.. so will go and see see look look.. : )

other than that, that is my day today.. nothing much going to work tomorrow to see if the job suit me anot.. : ) will not go and sign yet.. : ) just in case the army wants me.. : ) although the pay is so different but i think also good to be in the army.. (^^)// cheers..

like this MV, it is the song to my blog.. : )

(>*-*>)hope&heartcrashedgal

luvs@pooh&you

Me, Myself & I

More About Me (>*-*>)

I am Melissa, in short Mel.

Sweet 20 this year.

Waiting for the him to come and fetch me to his palace.. (^^)// .. starting a new family together... : D...

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I Dislike: People who are hyprocrates, Hate..

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