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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A opened love, A secret hurt,
A husband that doesn't appreciates.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even care,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I am secertly crying,
If I am right beside you,
Will you notice me?

My Everyday Life - Experiences

Sunday, October 17, 2010; 10/17/2010 10:00:00 PM

(♥_♥) faV0uriT3s (♥_♥)

(.-.) shocked and dazzeled... (.-.)

i am not inside your favourites list anymore..
my place has been taken over by a girl called PAMALA if i never spell wrongly..
i was shocked and stun for a min... when did this happen.. i want to cry.. my tears are all in my eyes.. i am so afraid that it will roll down my face infront of you...

anyway i also cannot expect anything from him anymore.. it is natural that he change someone and take my place in the him's heart.. i will not be there soon maybe...

i didn't mean to go and see the him's phone.. in the end i saw things that i aren't surpose to see.. as i type i am listening to the song 我們沒有在一起 by 劉若英... my tears just uncontrolly fall of my eyes.. but i never make a sound... i dont want the him to know i saw.. i think tomorrow they are going out.. but i will pretand i dont know and i wont go and ask also... (;_;)

i pratically dont know what to say now.. after i saw that my mind is rather blank..

before i saw this.. i was at home writing the story book that i was reading... TRUE LOVE AND OTHER DISASTERS by Rachel Gibson... her books are interesting... not meaning the sex part... i want to write haha but i now not in the mood...

i was multi-tasking.... play mahjong, writing and watching show.. wah cool right me..

the him called me... i was so happy.. : D

we went down to eat.. it was after that he batheing the time than i saw want.. i didnt eat.. cause i know that he is not in a good finacial condition to feed me.. i can ren want.. i want to try help him all that i can.. dont want to give him so much burden before i go.. i want him to have good memory of me..

i think thats all that i want to say today.. not really in a good condition to blog today...!!!! will blog again tomorrow...

(>*-*>)notafavouritegirl

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Me, Myself & I

More About Me (>*-*>)

I am Melissa, in short Mel.

Sweet 20 this year.

Waiting for the him to come and fetch me to his palace.. (^^)// .. starting a new family together... : D...

I Like: Winter, Snow...
I Dislike: People who are hyprocrates, Hate..

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