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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A opened love, A secret hurt,
A husband that doesn't appreciates.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even care,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I am secertly crying,
If I am right beside you,
Will you notice me?

My Everyday Life - Experiences

Friday, October 22, 2010; 10/22/2010 02:37:00 PM

(;_;).... aN0th3R bIg bL0w .....(;_;)

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(-.-)♥ KOH GIN SHENG (-.-)♥

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i saw something that make me have hope.. and when,
i was about to have hope all this comes in...

[小 says (1:43 PM):

*so u dont hv any feeling for her right?

*then tell her strieght

小 says (1:44 PM):

*u mean she keep pestering u

*then wat did u do?]

i dont know want to cry or want to angry or want to give up...
for that second i was so stuned... it is another blow for me... (.-.)

i have no mood to go anywhere already.. pay than pay... SORRY GIRLS!!!
how i wish to see you all and gather with you all, talk and chit chat...
but than i u-turn and go and find someone else...

i did many and too many stupid things yesterday and today... thought that there is a chance...
but i think i think too much liao... in order to cool down yesterday, i sat at the kitchen for an hour reading my story book till 4am in the morning...

(+_+#) WHY MUST I DO SO MUCH STUPID THINGS... (#+_+)

when i already know that i wont get it want..

this morning also...

˙˙ɟlǝsʎɯɹoɟʎluoʞuıɥʇoʇpɹɐʇsɐqɐɯɐıʇɐɥʇsɯǝǝsʇıʇnq˙˙ʇıdlǝɥʇ,uɐɔıʇɐɥʇɥɔnɯooʇnoʎǝʌolıʇnq
˙˙ǝɔɐǝdoɯǝʌɐɥpuɐɹǝɟɟnsnoʎǝʞɐɯpuɐnoʎoʇsǝoƃʇɐɥʇǝuoǝɥʇɯɐısǝʎ˙˙ǝʞoɾɐsɐʇıǝʞɐʇǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ,noʎɹoɟǝʌolʎɯpuɐƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝʇnqnoʎǝʌolı

i took so much of my courage.. but i am not angry... : D i will never be angry with you ever..

cause you never do anything wrong at all..

updated.....

after he come back from interiew we went out... actually we want to order KFC to eat want.. but than too bad the stuff we want the KFC never deliver... so in the end we at market packet and go back to eat.. i bought lasi lemak and he buy the kuay chup... as normal... hahahaz.. nothing much to eat... the mee huan kuay never open.. so i sian cannot eat...

the him wanted to go shealter want... and went we both go to the market on the way we say the YY, all this... hmm.. he go call them and let go of my hand.. feel bad but than i decided it is okies.. so i never make noise.. hahahaz.. i think it is childish to make noise just because he go touch and call the girls.. hahahaz.. i not that childish... : D

we went home eat all this than he go and sleep.. SO PIG right... hahahaz... : D

i was shocked.. he changed his facebook status to in a relationship.. but never put who... i am doubting.. but than i think again i shouldnt doubt... he might be referring to me... i also dont know.. : D should i be happy or not??... i feel weird.. haiiz...

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More About Me (>*-*>)

I am Melissa, in short Mel.

Sweet 20 this year.

Waiting for the him to come and fetch me to his palace.. (^^)// .. starting a new family together... : D...

I Like: Winter, Snow...
I Dislike: People who are hyprocrates, Hate..

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