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My hApPin3ss aNd luV iS YoU

you & me (n_n)

live and love forever

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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A opened love, A secret hurt,
A husband that doesn't appreciates.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even care,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I am secertly crying,
If I am right beside you,
Will you notice me?

My Everyday Life - Experiences

Sunday, October 10, 2010; 10/10/2010 02:59:00 PM

^^ 10 0f 10 0f 2010 ^^ a dAy t0 b3 hAppY 0n3 ^^

today is suppose to be me and the him's anniversary.. 10/10/10... nice date right... but than i doubt that the him remembered this date.. i really hope that he wont go out with other girls but go out with me instead.. at least only for today... but i think that it is impossiable.. everyone is so happy about today 10/10/10...

i also want to be happy on this date!!! can i have what i want??.. or i can only dream about it??..

yesterday i went down for dinner with the him.. and than he sits with me i am so happy but than the rest of them haiiz.. they like so hate me sia.. i am there but they treat me like i am not there like that.. infront of me keep saying the him and another girl.. say and say and say.. i want to pissed off liao.. i am so sad.. somemore they are the people that i love the most and respect the most.. thinking that no matter how much they dont like me also no need to like that want..

i am not invisiable and i exsit.. please give me some respect although i know that you all dont like me.. : (

SICKERING!!!!!! (;_;)

yes i know that i dont have any status anymore.. haiiz.. the him still say.. if i dont want to hear than next time dont come down to find him lorz.. i hear liao.. i just keep quiet cause i know i cannot say back one.. i know the look on their faces is like "wah y are you here", people also dont want you liao you still so thick skin... (;_;)..

after that they at basketball court talk talk.. infront of me keep saying what find YY LZ all this.. i know who they referring to.. i not stupid also.. haiiz.. i am damm sad and hurt.. but i keep quiet and sms on my phone.. so that i wont cry.. like i am totally not there like that.. they went to eat supper, but before that the him send me home.. david was nice to worry for me.. : ) thanks david..

after that i went home... i think the him dont know that i secretly went out and luckily i can back at around 3 plus and the him is not back.. almost later than him come back.. but he came back he and the others also came.. they watched the show MIRRORS 2.. i am so damm freaking freaked out... i want to sit with the him but he dont let.. i also know why want.. haiiz.. at night i cant sleep at all.. i am shaking all over.. so scared i cried.. but the him scolded me.. so i try to clam down.. but he still cares and hug me sleep.. : ) that is the best.. morning wake up jiu like that liao.. i think the him is going out soon.. saw him making the JERSEY or something for basketball... dont understand why they want to make when they are not in a school team or basketball team.. maybe they want to make me feel extra.. not in their group want.. as me to GET LOST... maybe i think too much.. i feel that the ladies will want to show off to me want.. the next time i go to the basketball court.. haiiz.. sometimes i go down they saw me than will down there say say and keep looking at me with a weird kind of look.. which i also know why larz.. haiiz...

the day before i went to NTUC to get some things that the him likes.. thought that he will be home.. cause i walked pass the basketball court and no one is playing liao cause got event.. so i went home.. i forgot to bring my keys.. but i realise that he is not at home also.. so i called him.. he picked up i ask him where is he than he ask david to lie to me.. so loud that i can hear.. was so hurt.. at the background i hear so many girls screaming.. at that point of time i know liao.. they say they playing basketball.. but i dont know what they really doing.. haiiz.. xiao hei got say what the him still treat people eat steamboat all this.. haiiz.. what i can do??... i told him i was outside the door.. i still got milk and the milk will spoil.. he told me you wait outside lorz.. if not go other people house and put the milk.. i was shocked or can say not totally shocked cause i know to him i am not important already.. i cried outside.. he say that he will be back at 10pm, he wont come back for me.. but in the end he didnt come back at 10pm he came back at 10.30pm.. the person that come back at 10pm is his father.. i waited outside for him for an hour.. i dont understand why he like that.. i still go NTUC and buy the things he wants back for him to enjoy.. but he just like that stay outside and wait lorz.. i 10pm than come back.. haiiz.. : ( sad but i cant say anything also..

ALL OF THEM DONT RESPECT ME ANYMORE!!!!

cause i lost my status... and they all think i so thick skin, GEN BI CHONG and a laughing stock for them to laugh at...

WORRIED.. SAD... HURT... today surpose to be a happy day.. and i hope it will.. (n_n)

JIA YOU BAH!!!!

will update later in the day what happen.. : ) loves!!!

(>*-*>)desertedgal

luvs@pooh&you

Me, Myself & I

More About Me (>*-*>)

I am Melissa, in short Mel.

Sweet 20 this year.

Waiting for the him to come and fetch me to his palace.. (^^)// .. starting a new family together... : D...