in the middle of the night being hungry is so sickering... so fattering... hahahahaz.. : D
but was a happy moment... half a hotdog and i am happy until like that.. hahahahaz.. *(^O^)*
hehehehez... eat liao sleep... wah can die... hahahahaz....
had a really good night sleep.. full of smiles on my face.. this few days is the happiest days of this two months.. carry on being happy and my illness will faster recover i hope.. haiiz this few days i feel that the pain is coming and going more often than the past.. really hurts alot when it hurts.. but i try my best not to show out already.. dont want the him and his father to be worried, family also.. haiiz... m(_ _)m my bad...
(@_o) !!bad weather but excellent mood!! (@_o)
woke up around 3pm.. sleep until like pig like that.. but still i got notice when the him go or come back... i am a very light sleeper... sleeping can hear what is happening around sometimes.. little bit of noise than i wake up liao lerz... hahahaz..
called mac delivery at around 4pm like that... i ordered the usual double cheese burger and he ate the double fillet-o-fish.. hahahaz... quite expensive want... once in the while eat can liao lerz... cost the him S$17.70... going to 5 the delivery came than we eat together and watch inception.. but that movie the graphic not very good... and the story line starting dont really understand what is it talking about.. how can people go into other people's dream still can talk and fight want.. so weird.. so watch until half-way than never watch liao.. cause the him wants to go and play basketball again... (/_\)
he ate extremly fast sia.. cause he wants to go down and play basketball.. haiiz.. help the him to prepare liao than see him go, after that go and finish my mac and watch my show..
haiiz... like i say.. SEE MORE, TALK LESS, SHOW LESS.. no matter how sad, how angry, how hurt you are.. it is best to try not to say anything or show anything.. hide inside that broken heart is the best..
i know, but i dont say, dont ask.. being 8(>_<)8, being (u_u), cannot solve the problem, only create more problems.. so it is a wise decision not to do that... (;_;)/~~~~
no matter what i am still really happy and have a excellent mood today.. wont go and spoil it because of this thing.. (not going to say what it is here...)
DON'T WORRY!!! BE HAPPY!!!!
~~ going to go watch my show first.. later will update agian... waiting and waiting ~~
~~~updated~~~
hmm... i was writing something and suddenly the him appeared at the window... i had a shock of my life... wah... luckily the him didnt see what i write (hopefully the him didnt)...
dont know y, while i was writing i didnt realise that i dropped a few tears on that paper.. maybe is because of the song that was playing outside the room... but it is okies!!!...
actually today need to go back to NUH to see doctor and get my report want... but than the appointment changed to next monday.. hopefully i can still stay... : D (*crossed fingers*)...
nothing much liao today... happy day.... (>*-*>) anything i will update tomorrow again... hahahahaz... : )
(>*-*>)excellentmoodgal
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February 2008