<< !!!WAH WHAT A WONDERFUL AFTERNOON!!! >>
weather is good... no rain todayy...
had a really good night sleep.. sweet dreams... hahahahaz.. being loved the feeling.. : D
i really love that feeling so much!!!.... hahahahaz... smiles & smiles & smiles.. smiles until my mouth can split opennn.. but i wont say what my dream is.. hahahaz... : D (*sssshhhhh* secret)
had lunch with the him.. i had claypot.. wah so expensive.. he had mee pok..
the claypot rice is quite okies... but i still prefer the one at the market there want... i think it is nicer to eat..
cant finish the whole thing by myself.. so i shared with the him...
i feel that i talked too much and showed too much feelings out already.. sometimes really hate my mouth and my face.. showed out too much feelings, talk too much already... (/_\) i shouldnt push too far... i also cannot blame others cause is i deserved all this want..
EVERY CHOICE HAS ITS CONSEQUENCES!!!
i have said and done my part as a ****, but it is up to people if they want to treasure me or take me for granted... i dont have the power nor the strength to control their choice... taking pity isnt going to help at all..
i am so curious about what is the answer && mad with myself...
but so fast and i get the answer.. ONE CALL... my hopes for today are all dash.. i thought that there might be a tiny tinny winnie bit that i may get listened to... but i also cannot be disappointed in anyone.. only myself.. cause i am too 不知量力 already... all this is known long time ago... but you know.. hopes... push me to carry on.. (n_n)
LONELY?? || dont have the right to say that.. ||
Y?? || dont have the right to care... ||
WHERE?? || dont have the right to know.. ||
WHO?? || dont have the right ask... ||
i dont play... i am serious.. afraid but still go on.. waiting and waiting... hopes after hopes... dreams after dreams..
enough of this... after the him left for basketball... enjoying the him and her... i keep myself occupied...
1. watch finish my show 烘焙王金桌球
2. wash the bed sheets and clothes, fold them....
3. wait... everytime i look out and see 7th floor i am full of hopes... (like a weirdo) : D
knowing too much bring too much pain @ times.. sometimes really envy those people that are not very smart (no offence) like this they wont know too much and like this they are more happier...
see more, talk less, show less??...
**t0 b3 c0nTinu3d**
****updated****
hahahahaz... i am over the moon... the him came back around 8 plus, after that we went to IMM and get a printer.. CANON is the brand, got fax, print, scan all in one... S$169 same as his block number.. can go buy 4D liao lerz.. hahhahahaz... : D
at least we get to go out... smiles (*v*)
the printer is quite bulky, so when we go home have to be extra careful.. i was so scared that anytime i will fall of the motor.. *phewwwwww* but was safely home.. sweat all over... reached home than go and bathe.. rather hot want and sweat alot... hahahhaaz... after that we set up the printer together.. it is such a long time already... : )
real tired and hungry.. but must control cause i cannot eat much also...
to the him: ALL THE BEST IN YOUR INTERVIEWS TOMORROW OR TUES!!!! JIA YOU!!!
.....signing off...... (^^)// yeah...
(>*-*>) fullofhopesgal
Dr3aMs to Get MaRRieD to tHaT hIm
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February 2008